It was so bad, that when I woke up, I was still shaken up by the pain and fear it caused. It’s gotten to a point of this being a reoccurring occurrence because I keep having the same “antagonist” and the same issue in these nightmares, but the situations are just different. I thought I got over this after things got official and he’s proven his loyalty and lovingness over, over and over again in countless ways. 

I guess this proves that deep down I’m still in great fear of that heartbreaking pain coming back. Scared of how easily it can come back, even though I’ve been reassured and proven a million times it will absolutely will not. I trust him and Him wholeheartedly. I really do. 

But I guess what they say is true, broken hearts do scar.

Haha, I think I might also be scared of, one day, him waking up and realizing I’m not so great or amazing that he once thought I was…

- UPDATED. 

Haha, always reassuring me how much he loves me. I know I’m being a dummy. Thank you, sweetie. :) <3